You’ve probably heard some really concerning stuff over the last few days. Continue reading → | 169 Comments I’m sorry. Since the last blog post, a lot of people have reached out to me to share the same advice: “See a therapist.” “Get hobbies that don’t involve a computer or TV screen.” “Step away from game development for a few months.” All of it can be summarized as: “Start making healthy life choices that will turn you into more of a normal human being.” And, I honestly can’t argue with that. Haven’t left the house since July 2019, no real-life acquaintances, 16+ hours on the computer every day, no vacations in half a decade, prioritizing work above my physical health…it shouldn’t be any surprise whatsoever that when you allow both your body and mind to completely waste away, you dissolve into a “mistake machine” – a person that is capable of nothing but bad decisions, who exists solely to cause problems for others. It didn’t hit me until recently just how bad things had gotten. My downward spiral is the result of consistently making incredibly unwise lifestyle choices that have caused my mental health to deteriorate massively over time. I’ve been exhibiting horribly self-destructive behavior on a regular basis for a long time now.Īs a result of the many conversations I’ve had over the past few days, I think I can pinpoint the cause.
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